2 loose prozacs

 I dropped my meds on the hospital floor today...

still took them but kinda gross.

Trying to be more grateful for what I have in the moment, rather than looking back and wishing or wanting. For example, I did make the team again. Grateful to have another year with these cuties

I leave for blackpool in 1 week and 1 day.

Insane. 

The pharmacy is being remodeled, very exciting stuff, I wonder if it will be done when I get back!

 For now I have begun to workout in the morning, then rehearse, then run to the store for grapes and head to work until 6:30. From there I go and stone (below is Will taking a quick break to enjoy high school musical 2), or head home and crash pretty quickly. These days are taking more out of me than I anticipated!

Various thoughts:

1. The other day will asked if I could write a poem. I don't think he realizes how middle school girls work, especially theatre gays with repressed feeling for their castmates.

2. I don't know how to fly internationally. I am so scared that I simply avoid thinking about it, like that will solve the problem.

3. I attribute being warm to my weight gain. Kinda wild. Like I wasn't sweating like a dog last summer. In fact, its food to be hot in the summer, just like Annie DeRusso said.